Friday, April 18, 2014


I went for Planetshakers Awakening 2014 and all I can say is, I came out feeling like a new person. What an indescribable feeling I had! It makes me hungry for MORE!! Everything was just God is so good.

As a Christian, I always struggled with God's people. I love God, I love Jesus but I don't love all of God's people. The term, "Love God, Love people" is easier said than done. I could honestly say cell groups are really important! God comes first, of course, but there is no point if you go to church every Sunday but you don't try and interact with the people in church. I'm not trying to be a smart-ass here but this is all based on my personal experiences and I just want to give my two cents worth about it.

The churches I attend regularly - I'm sick of people dissing that the music is too loud/ the people are too loud/ it seems like the people in this church is not putting God first bla bla bla if you don't like it, then full stop!

// It's time to have salty food - stop eating bland food all the time //

This is what I can say to those who can't seem to appreciate the loud music. If you just stand up, put your hands up and praise God and dance and jump, you will see why so many people enjoy it. The fact that you are doing it for God seems so amazing! The loudness will dissipate once you focus on God and not the loudness of the music.

// Pardon the noise, it's the sound of freedom! //

Last time, a guy told me he doesn't like young churches because he feels like they are always focusing on building character instead of focusing on God. At that time, I knew so little about God to answer him back. But now, I have an answer for that particular question.

Why do the churches focus so much on building character/motivational talks?

Well - if you are in the right character and you have the right mindset, you will eventually learn how to focus on God. So many people suffer from low self-confidence and even me, at times. However, we can always learn from churches like these as they can build our character and make us the individual God has created us to be.

Back to Love God Love people// as I said, I'm still struggling. Sometimes, in a cell group - when I try so hard to speak to this individual but I receive such little response and it makes me really tired to keep trying...but it's okay, try harder. :)

Some eggs are harder to break but if you keep trying - you will eventually crack through that hard shell. :)

If you are in a particular cell group long enough, you should learn how to speak to new people and make them feel like they aren't new. I personally really dislike the fact that people who are in cell groups long enough but won't make an effort to talk to the new person. You were the new person before.

// I did it first because someone first love me //

And I learned something so important in #psawakening as well.

"It doesn't matter how much you KNOW about God. What matters is how much you LOVE Him. "

What an eye-opener. I always thought I am not "Christian" enough because I don't know much about God. I guess it's the same for individuals. It doesn't matter how much you know about that person...what is the point of knowing so much information about them but not loving them as much as you know?

Friday, April 04, 2014

watercolor of the day #1

Tried out some watercolor brushes in Photoshop.

The outcome seemed pretty cool! I really, really dig how watercolor looks on paper. It has this incomplete look that makes it somehow look...perfect!

Gotta practice a lil more :)

Tuesday, April 01, 2014

doodle of the day #1

I downloaded a few new brushes for Photoshop and experimented with it! Never knew different brushes create different effects....

Ahhh...I might just love digital drawing a little much better now... :)


This is totally not my style....but it's time to try something different!

I call her....Charlotte. Simply because she looks like one :D

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Life in Melbourne


I didn't really say much about this but I'm currently in Melbourne for my studies and I LOVE IT.!!! As I grow older, I feel less of the need to post about everything in my life. (which explains the lack of updates) I like to keep it a little more private :)

Besides, most of the fun is offline! Not to say that I don't enjoy blogging, I do! But once in a blue moon is fine. Haha. And today is that blue moon.

Anyways, I am so happy today!!! which is why I wanted to blog.

If any of you are ever considering to go overseas to study, please please please please x100000 do! I'm not dissing those who are studying locally - I'm just saying that, if you do have a chance to go, please do. Especially if you are taking a course that deals with creativity.

We can't always live in our same small bubble and expect that our good is good enough. Once you go outside, you will understand that maybe your good isn't good enough. But that's okay. That's what this is for! You have the time to change, you have people to teach you, you have friends around you to encourage you to work harder!

When I was in Taylor's, I almost never felt the motivation to strive harder than what I can do. I always stick to what I do best. But here in Melbourne, the amount of talent in my class is OVERWHELMING. I can't just stick to what I do best. I have to do better than my best! //Etc. constantly improving and changing// And that's what I'm trying to achieve.

That basically wraps up what I want to share. A lot of people have been telling me to stay back - etc overseas studies may not be the best... but always trust yourself and (your mum :P) and God! and believe that everything will turn out okay in the end.

Melbourne is just wonderful. The weather? Pfft. It's like a woman with pms. :P

Other than that, I really love it!!!

Monday, January 27, 2014

thought of the day

“The only time you should look in your neighbor's bowl is to make sure that they have enough. You don't look in your neighbor's bowl to see if you have as much as them.”

― Louis C.K.